Hey gorgeous soul, I’m Hillary Rubin.

If you are at a turning point and done with spinning your wheels getting the same old dead end results then you have come to the right place.

I am an ‘out of the box’ coach that see’s the individual, activates potential and turns any problem into a valuable tool. It is my goal to give you a new perspective so you can get rid of blocks, fear or the stories and get the results you want faster than ever.

From Nada to PRADA…  Creating a Life + Career that Feeds My Soul

I was born in the ‘70s, when sequined disco balls, roller rinks, fruit roll ups, Jordache jeans and ABBA were all the rage.

I grew up Jewish — adopted into a family comprised of a lawyer who saw me like an Italian suit in his closet, a fragile mother who never spoke up and used alcohol to medicate her pain, and a physically and verbally abusive brother.

Divorce yanked the rusty silver spoon out of my mouth, tossing me into the not so loving arms of an abusive step-father and a drug dealing step-brother, surrounded by criminals who were in and out of prison. I grew up in the belly of the beast — my childhood was far from that of a Dancing Queen. It was a hot bed for a compromised immune system.

Suffice it to say: my home was not safe. I was offered my first hit of marijuana at age five. Going to school with a busted lip? Just another Monday. And instead of play-dates with schoolmates, I helped my brother burglarize a Sizzlers, stole food to survive and scrawled graffiti on walls.

When I needed an escape hatch, I crawled inside an empty refrigerator box and dreamed myself to safety.

It sounds like a maudlin after-school special.

It was my life.

And it only got worse.

I pummeled my way into a plum job at Prada, with all the trappings of “fashionable” success. I looked fabulous — but I was miserable. I’d built a glimmering mansion on top of a swamp. And it was sinking.

At age 24, my body went numb. A clairvoyant told me my aura was broken. A spinal surgeon told me I had multiple sclerosis, an autoimmune disorder. Turns out, they were both correct.

I was destined for paralysis. Wheelchairs, incontinence, monthly injections that triggered violent flus. I felt like an animal, caged in my own body. I hated life. I hated God. I couldn’t believe how much suffering had been heaped upon me.

I felt like I failed, was unworthy, a burden, a broken pile of rubble. A leaden sack of unfulfilled potential — unworthy of anything. To boot, my immune system was shot.

I could have killed myself. Just, disappeared.

Instead, I forgave myself. And everyone else.

It didn’t happen overnight. It was hard, and it certainly wasn’t simple.

When you choose to alchemize agony into acceptance + suffering into skill, magical corridors extend before you, unfolding towards the life you’ve always longed for. And you walk down it. One day at a time.

I still experience pain — I’m human, after all — but I’ve made peace with my past. Physical abuse, an incurable diagnosis, a string of tightly-concentrated deaths — they’re nothing to giggle about. But I’m no longer a caged animal. I’m no longer that frightened kid crouching inside an empty refrigerator box, praying for mom to come to her senses and rescue me from … existence.

I’ve activated my power. I’ve sharpened my skills. I’ve designed a life of purpose and clarity and am her to do the same for you.  As a breakthrough coach, a catalyst for deep, healing catharsis and entrepreneur, I help creative women become the women the want to be, but are afraid to be. They shed fears fast and get back on track with their life confidently making big dreams a reality.

If you know that you don’t need to be saved, if you’ve done the work and are not getting the results you wanted , if you’re seeking a street-smart soul-sister who has built the life that she dreamed about, then consider me your street-smart soul-sister.

I’m the best friend who’s been there — and there, and there — and who will never judge you, give up on your divine potential or try to put you into any box. Promise!

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Your angel of fire,

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